it is interesting to see what's behind a word, a term, a sentence.
it doesn't mean that we are right,
but it's even interesting just trying to figure it right.
challenging our own thoughts, perhaps.
or just feeling smart for our selves.
or touching the surface of 'knowing'.
wondering, imagining..
just like what i just had when i took a glance in some blogs.
it is interesting..
when we read it, we could almost always see..
how special they are, how wise, how crazy,
how smart, how hurt, how experience or expert,
or even how simple and ordinary they are.
perhaps we are fighting for our own existences, in our own way.
in our own world. in our own mind.
I think, I've BEEN or STILL in those feelings or self concept too, sometimes.
it's also not a bad thing, i think. or it could be, maybe, in some situation.
but..
then i also see in reality (whether i want to, or somebody make me to),
that I'm not as smart as i usually think i am.
I don't have enough confident to be that crazy.
I'm not even close to any wisdom soul mostly.
I'm not as special as i want me to be.
I'm too happy to cry my sorrow.
too static to be an expert.
or too complicated to be simple and ordinary.
but i agree that those thoughts feel right sometimes.
that we are what we think or we want to be, or we thought we are.
inconsistency, or.. in positive way, our rich feelings and thoughts.
that's also what i see in me, and in people sometimes.
maybe the loneliness or my negative state that makes too critical to see.
but it could be true. as it could be not too.
anyway, it makes me smile.... :) that we are so.. human.
don't be afraid to be somebody else.
i mean.. if we are not as we thought we are. there is no real 'have to be'.
or we feel uncomfortable when we see a stranger in a mirror.
perhaps, it's just another part of us.
we are, who we are. just as human as we can be.
no matter how high or low our capacity and potentiality.
existence could also be just a mind game. a contextual term.
but i think, we exist as we are, no matter what.
this is the beauty (or could also be the bad) of being human.
Posted at 02:52 pm by darma1
